On Sarcasm:

Holy Crap, I haven't written on this thing since I got sober. Anyway, I just had this thought that sometimes I wish I was a truly sarcastic person. I always like to think that I'm sarcastic, but I'm not really. I mean most every time that I make a sarcastic remark, or share a sarcastic thought with someone, I always have to smile, laugh, or say, "just jokes," or something. And when I comment about something sarcastically online or by texting, I always have to end it with an 'LOL.' I mean I sometimes wish I was one of those guys who said things with such sarcastic conviction, that you have to really wonder if they're being serious or not.

An Homage to Angela

My Mind is fucking VIRGINAL right now

So right now I'm sitting in the public library of Downtown Portland, OR and, well can I just say? That my fucking mind is fucking VIRGINAL right now. With that statement, I'm paying homage to one of the best goddammed undiscovered poets of all times. That woman is called Angela Marie Hill. First I will explain the virginal mind thesis: A virginal mind is an untouched mind. An untouched mind works best without the prerequired or prescribed regimen of self-medicated chemicals. Virginal minds are all but flawless. They are RAD. And they mean business. I fucking love that newly coined nomer so very much that I think I will make it my new MySpace headline or something. Angela this is dedicated to you darling:)) You rock my world. Peace yo.

Another day; i'm still alive. Another miracle. Not any less. So there's this love interest I've got called Steph. Steph is amazing. Wow I'm being curt today, huh? I'm good on sleep and food and all, but I guess for whatever reason, I'm a bit tired right now. Chalk it up to Siesta time LOL! Anyhoo..if anyone out there actually really likes any of this hot mess crap that I've been sporadically leaving on here and my failed myspace page (i won't even put a link COZ it's that bad,) PLEASE JUST TAKE A RISK AND LET ME FUCKING KNOW??!! I can't go on even just doing this boring shit for myself. I've got to agonize at least one other with it.

Just jokes:))

Loving life here. Late!

This Video Rocks!

this shit's effing hilarious!!
SO OMG I'M OBSESSED WITH "CRACKIE" THIS MORNING - - - HERE'S ACTUAL LOOKING SORTA GOOD WHITNEY:))

So i dunno what the hell i'm doing here this morning with this blog, but damn kathleen turner was hotter than i knew! and great nelly furtado song 2 accompany the easy on the eyes pix, huh?

Yeah so I was dissatisfied with the first glance of my blog page so I decided to ad this movie clip; which just happens to be one of my favorite ones ever!

WOW! It's been a long time since I've been on this bitch. And Hey! Wouldn't ya know it that I'm having to run (story of my life- besides always getting by on the skin of my teeth LOL!) But yeah, it took so long signing into this piece that now I've got to go grab the streetcar and be on my happy-ass way. Stay tuned folks... get ready for the next episode:)

May 17, 2006
The Day of not so much Hell
So yeah, as days go lately with (a.) not being employed (b.) fighting a seemingly unbeatable addiction (c.) dealing with unbearable lonliness and miserable longing for love and family, and (d.) invisible and ungraspable sense of motivation... Well with all those negative qualities that seem to be constantly plaguing me - - - every fucking waking hour of my days/nights, Um... as days go lately; not a terribly unpleasant day actually.

I know, you must be thinking that this is going to be a painfully depressing time of reading someone else's sad life. Well, hang out just for a little while and I'll see if I can turn it around and "get back on track." So it's about 11 o'clock PST, and I'm just chillin out a bit here at my boy Johnny's place. Yes, I must say that the groove is right on track. I was just listening to Dave Matthew's "American Baby."

OK, I'm gonna get a little wierd here. I'm so pissed because I have been writing this post for about an hour or so now and had a good full page or so, but then accidently closed the webpage and lost everything after 'american baby' because I didn't save as draft after that point. It sucks because I said some pretty funny things that I'm sure at least those couple of things would've made someone laugh. Fuck! Anyway, real quick...I was saying something about the content of what I was writing at the time...which was, not very different from what I'm writing now. Perhaps it was a little bit better, because I wasn't so cranky and impatient. The fact remains: that was; and this is...shit!

"How can you just sit there and write shit, and be content?" you say. Well, I guess it just comes down to this: Who really gives a fuck? No one's gonna read it; except maybe my loyal best friend Danielle. What's up 'tenacious'? It's highly questionable too, that she's even read this far into this tidy little piece of shit I got goin on here. Oh, so anyway I remember what I was talking about before! It's just that if you've got someone's blog that you read pretty religiously; I think it's better that instead of them going lengthy amounts of time without posting anything at all, to post something...even if it's grade 'a' certified SHIT, like this. LOL!

So anyhoo...I love saying that. Anyhow, I'm actually getting bored with the writing of this little shit biscuit. Hopefully somebody got something out of it. If not? Oh well. I tried telling you it was shit. Late!

aMp